Yes I know I have been a terrible blogger! :( *slaps own
wrist* I am not going to sit here and make excuses because it’s not really what
I want to write about to be honest. However I will say that I have had a few
issues going on recently with some of my family so I have been putting that and
work as a high priority in my life at the moment.
Anyway now that is out of the way I just feel like sitting
here and talking to you all, seen as life has been a bit, shall I say poo
recently, I have decided that I need to sort myself out and make the most of
myself as much as I can. So I have been thinking about some things that I want
to do so that I can work towards slapping myself round the face and telling
myself to get a grip.
gut my wardrobe – I have spent so long buying clothes because they look
good on my friends or because I want to wear that style, even if it doesn’t suit
me. I am also very bad at throwing things out, I’m a little bit of a hoarder (my
mother would disagree, she thinks I am the world’s worst hoarder) however I am
not getting to the point where I have lots of clothes that I don’t wear and
that I don’t like, so instead of just throwing them away, I am going to give
them to a local charity shop, this also links in with another thing that I want
to do which is ‘do something good for somebody else’
2-Go to the
gym at least twice a week – I have gone and got myself a gym membership
because I am fed up of feeling lazy and groggy, I do actually really enjoy
going to the gym and going swimming, and this is the package I have got at my
local gym. So whether it’s the gym twice or 1 gym session and 1 swimming
session, I am going to try my best to make myself stick to it!
weight – I have said this to my mum and I got a grilling from her, telling
me that I am fine the way I am and all that malarkey (that stuff mums say
because they have to) but I want to do it for me, nobody else, I am a size
12/14 at the moment and id be happy being a 10/12, I know I am never going to
be a tiny skinny mini, I am not built that way and neither is anyone from my
family (minus my twin brother but he is like a stick insect, all arms and legs
so we don’t count that)
– money I mean, I am terrible at saving money! Like really terrible, money
burns a hole in my pocket; however I need to start getting myself some savings
together so that I can eventually hopefully move out of home into my own place.
(or hopefully our own place)
positive – I am a bit of a negative person, I think that everything is
going to go wrong, that everybody is saying something about me or that im going
to get bad news. I am a bit of a paranoid weirdo really, however I want to be a
lot more positive about things, so I am going to get some motivational quotes
in my bedroom so that I can look at them and try and make myself more positive.
There are a few more things but I think that 5 is enough for
a blog post, I will keep you guys updated as to how I get on.
Have any of you set yourselves any targets recently?
So I have decided to go more lifestyle on here and I hope
that you are all going to like this change. I have decided to do each week a ‘what
I have been loving this week’ post. Which can be anything that is as random as I
like, which is the way that my personality is. So without further a do,
Me & Chris, Yes I know its a little cringe worthy but I do love this boy
1-Tea, I have been loving Earl Grey tea, it is my
favourite kind of tea anyway but I have got back into having ‘a brew’ again and
I have been loving it.
2-My Cat, I have had my cat since I was 4 and she
is the little love of my life, she is called Missy and she is a Tabby cat, she
has taken to sleeping in my bedroom and on the end of my bed which is lovely
when you are snuggling up to go to sleep.
3-Lunch with the Boyfriend, We normally do this
every Sunday afternoon at our golf club after he has finished playing. I do not
play on a Sunday but Chris plays most Sundays at silly o clock in the morning
(Yes that’s an actual time, normally around 7:30) and we sit and have lunch
together and chat with our friends and it is lovely.
4-Friends, This is more towards the fact that my
friends are all coming back from Uni at the moment and this makes me very
5-Darts, yes this is very very weird, but I play
in a ladies darts team for my local pub and have played since I was 14 when I used
to live in a pub, and we have a game every Tuesday night, I have started
playing for a new team and I am enjoying it so much, anyways, I played in a fun
knockout with my boyfriend’s friends on Wednesday and I got to the final out of
8, which I was very happy about.
6-Music, I have really got back into having my
ipod with me and listening to music a lot again, I have been getting some new
music together for on my ipod and in my car which I love.
7-Driving in the sun, kind of self-explanatory,
but the last 2 weekends where I live have been nice and sunny and I love
driving with my windows down singing to cheesy music :)yes I know I'm sad!
So anyway guys this is what I have been loving this week, I hope
you have enjoyed this post and I will speak to you again in a few days :)